it's been a LONG time
MAY五月
their birthdays
w,t,c...
travel to the south of chile
and
my 23rd birthday
things happened, happening, going to happen
happiness, unknowns, surprises
i always feel being so blessed
yet
preparing for tomorrow's sadness
yet
i am not prepared yet
not prepared to leave
not prepared to say a GOOD bye
alright
i have to confess that
life is not perfect
i have experienced one of the most terrible things so far
my "crushed" guy
OOXX with his sex partner
in the same room while i was sleeping
my ears were like being raped
eeeeeew!
that was so grossed
i was damn terrified!!!
and you know what
i cant believe that even after experiencing all this shit
i, still, like, him.
must be something wrong with me
yes
i always know he is a such kind of person
that's his life he chose
i am just an admirer
of his intelligence
his weirdness
and maybe my own weirdness
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| the best gift ever from waleta <3 i will miss him so much |